My friends, they wanna take me to the movies
私の友達が映画に連れて行こうとするけど
I tell 'em to fuck off, I'm holding hands with my depression
大丈夫って言って断るの、私の中の不安と付き合ってるから
And right when I think I've overcome it
そうね、もうダメだと思ったら
Anxiety starts kicking in to teach that shit a lesson
その不安がさらに嫌なことを教えようと流れ込んで来るわ
Oh, I try my best just to be social
そう、私は社交的になろうとしてるわ
I make all these plans with friends and hope they call and cancel
でも友達と計画を立てても電話して断ってくれないかと考えてるわ
Then I overthink about the things I'm missing
自分に足りないものを嫌ほど考え込んで
Now I'm wishing I was with 'em
実際彼女たちと一緒に居たいって思うわ
Feel like I'm always apologizing for feeling
普通を装ってる時でも、心は正気じゃいられないわ
Like I'm out of my mind when I'm doing just fine
そんな風に感じてしまうのが申し訳ないわ
And my exes all say that I'm hard to deal with
元彼たちは私のことをメンドくさいって言うけど
And I admit it, yeah
確かにそうよね
But all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like
でも、私の友達は分かってないわ
They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night
なんで夜眠れないのかも、理解してくれないの
I've been told that I could take something to fix it
いつか治るって言われ続けてきたけど
Damn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah
ホント、そんな簡単に出来たならよかったわ
All my friends they don't know what it's like, what it's like
私の友達みんな、分かってくれないのよ
Always wanted to be one of those people in the room
あの部屋で騒ぐ１人になりたいの
That says something and everyone puts their hand up
何か声をかけたらみんな手をあげて答えてくれるような
Like, "If you're sad put your hand up
「もしも、さびしかったら
If you hate someone, put your hand up
もしも、誰か嫌いな人がいたら
If you're scared, put your hand up"
もしも、何かに怯えていたら手をあげて」って
Feel like I'm always apologizing for feeling
普通を装ってる時でも、心は正気じゃいられないわ
Like I'm out of my mind when I'm doing just fine
そんな風に感じてしまうのが申し訳ないわ
And my exes all say that I'm hard to deal with
元彼たちは私のことをメンドくさいって言うけど
And I admit, it's true
確かにそうよね、真実よ
But all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like
でも、私の友達は分かってないわ
They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night
なんで夜眠れないのかも、理解してくれないの
And I thought that I could take something to fix it
いつの日か、治るって言われ続けてきたけど
Damn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah
ホント、そんな簡単に出来たならよかったわ
All my friends they don't know what it's like, what it's like
私の友達みんな、分かってくれないのよ
I got all these thoughts, running through my mind
いろんな考えや、忘れられない時間が
All the damn time and I can't seem to shut it off
頭の中をよぎって
I think I'm doing fine most of the time
私は普通に過ごしてきたつもり
I think that I'm alright, but I can't seem to shut it off
普通に大丈夫だったはずなのに、忘れられないの
I got all these thoughts, running through my mind
いろんな考えや、忘れられない時間が
All the damn time and I can't seem to shut it off
頭の中をよぎって
I think I'm doing fine most of the time
私は普通に過ごしてきたつもり
I think that I'm alright, but I can't seem to shut it off
普通に大丈夫だったはずなのに、忘れられないの
Shut it, shut it, yeah
大丈夫だったはずなのに...
But all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like
でも、私の友達は分かってないわ
They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night
なんで夜眠れないのかも、理解してくれないの
I've been told that I could take something to fix it
いつか治るって言われ続けてきたけど
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